Jamie Williams

I've written out several paragraphs here in the last ten minutes and then deleted them. I've looked around the room hopelessly despite it being pitch black and rewritten something else... But I'm sticking with this one, it seems apt when I try to conjure up an excuse as to why I ain't really been writing that much on here... basic lack of inspiration and motivation really, plus just too happy or busy to be bothered with it.

When I look back it, most of the time spent on here was actually avoiding certain people and chores, escaping that unacknowledged yet blatant unhappiness that filled my days, but these days things are pretty different... it's difficult to explain but the old me is back, revised. A me that was before this blogs time.

Blah... what I'm trying to say is that before, I blogged as a means of something to do, to kill my boredom, and now I find myself not so bored but pretty fucking happy :) <- see! ......

But now, I think I'll blog for fun.

Love one happy chappy.

Happy New Year.